LoveMeForMe <3



Sunday, January 31, 2010

sigh. and im still missing you. the feeling still continues. oh yes it does. and maybe now i might even be lost without it, just like how im so lost without you.

10:56 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Somehow throughout the hol, i feel that ties are getting weaker, drift is getting bigger and maybe i shouldnt care so much already. maybe im just thinking too much. yes there are different priorities now and many other factors are playing a part in all our hectic schedule. maybe he was right, once one leaves to study abroad things will never be the same back home no matter how hard we (the overseas students) try to get everything back to normal when we fly back. it sucks, hurts and is terribly exhausting. to try to hold everything together. to keep the same bonds as intact as they were before we left is like doing the impossible. yes we've forged new bonds elsewhre, but is it too much to ask to continue as per normal with the old ones? must we really give up and let go in order for the new bonds to grow stronger? is that the sacrifice? cause i really dont know what to do. its as if we were never back. sometimes it feels as if melbourne is more of a home now as compared to the place we spent most of our lives in. Everyone here agrees that it was as if we were never separated for the 5weeks. yes 5weeks is alot different from 6mths apart. but still, why couldnt I get the same feeling back in sg like the one I had when i came back. This is totally pushing me more away. And maybe I might join some of them and not go back in June if it really is pointless to go back and just be unhappy.
FML- in the context of the friendship bonds and not really my life life since I AM and MUST be thankful for everything. sighhh...
I dont know what I should or should not do anymore. Its getting real tiring and making me really unhappy when i keep thinking about it.

7:49 AM
Yhot legs and water beds
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Wait for the person who pursues you,

the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,

the kind of person who brings out the best in you

and makes you want to be a better person;

wait for the person who will be your best friend,

the only person who will drop everything to be with you

at any time no matter what the circumstances,

for the person who makes you smile like no one else

and when they smile you know they need you.

Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world

when you are in sweats and a tee shirt,

but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.

And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up

at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.


Got this from angel's. Makes so much sense. But it really is draining and kinda hurts while u wait for the special one.



10:22 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Monday, January 25, 2010

i cant escape it. the regret is like a curse. forever a-haunting :/ sigh

10:11 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Sunday, January 24, 2010

It's been 5 weeks and i haven been blogging. Anw just a quick update, was in malacca for my first-second week of hol then after that stayed in sg throughout. And now im back in melbourne. I feel shitty coz my face which has been improving is getting screwed all over again from the weather here, maybe sometimes humidity has its good points too. The low humidity here is killing my face D: im feeling so miserable about it. yeah. sigh. But nonetheless, it's good to be back. It was like i was never gone. After meeting up and hanging, eating n chilling with the rest (awesome reunion) everybody said the same thing, it was like we never went away. It felt normal and like the usual. weird huh considering we were 5weeks apart. It's so comforting in the sense that everythng is falling back into place so easily. But the difference is Im currently doing all the moving house shit since im moving into my new studio soon. It's not that bad except for the afternoon sun which is a mega killer. Hot as hell. But yeah i'll adapt to it. Pretty excited and sad at the same time tho. But oh well, that's life. Ok la that's bout all for now. AM SICK. sucky much, sch starts tmr n im sick. boohoo!



PS: i still miss you :S

9:05 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Friday, January 08, 2010

Sending out a mayday
we're going down
the thing we could have done
would have turned it round
everything we had scattered everywhere
searching through the wreckage of a love affair

Got something to say?
say it to me
not everyone else
you say that I'm to blame
my words are in vain

There's a little black box here
somewhere in the ocean
holding all the truth about us
There's a little black box
a record of emotion
everything that ever was

And if i said i wasnt missing you, i wud be lying. Im missing u like hell. More and more each day. The worst thing is that i cant seem to fight it and push it away anymore. Ytd was 7january. And it brought back more memories than ever. The pictures and everything else that reminded me of the past. Not having a heart would be good, that way it wouldnt hurt at all.

11:22 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Monday, January 04, 2010

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT


36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

11:15 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Sunday, January 03, 2010

it's 2010!!! A new year. But tell me why do i still feel so lost, confused, messed up, troubled, burdened, heartaching and just to sum it all up, why do i feel so shitty?

I want things to go back to what they were like in 2006.

10:00 PM
Yhot legs and water beds


INTRO
L is for the way u LOOK at me
O is for the ONLY one I see
V is VERY VERY extraordinary
E is EVEN more than anyone that you can adore
Like a perfect scene From a movie screen We're a dream come true Suited perfectly For eternity Me and you Everyday, I need you even more And the night time too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to

ME!

M-S-M
I(II)-N-A-T-M
Shopaholic
Piercings<3
Tattoos<3
*Might* fall into the materialist category



LOVES

Leather, Rosegold, Gold, Silver<3<3<3
Accessories Addict<3
Spiky, studded, sparkly goods
Bagaholic
Watch Collector
I live to eat<3


THE WANTS

To secure a stable job in the near future

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MUSIC is LOVE







The EXITS

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Abel
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Afiq
Afiqa
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Azrina
Brina-NPS
Bryan
CherylLee
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HaiKAL
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Jacqueline
Jananii-NPS
Jeremy a.k.a YY's pig
Jiale
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KAT
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MATIIN
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Samantha-NPS
Sarah-NPS
Shi Jun
Siangyee
SITI MARIAM
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Sufi
Sujie
Syafinah
Syatirah
Ulfahhh
YK
Zoe


Yr CRAP
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